The old man was kneeling on a pillow and facing the far wall when Alarion entered. He didn’t flinch at the slam of the door or the expletives hurled his way. Indeed, Centre didn’t seem to recognize Alarion’s presence in the slightest, something that made the young man all the more furious. If circumstances were different, Alarion would have hit him again.
Perhaps he still would.
The silence stretched one minute, then two. It took three before Alarion spent the worst of his wrath and resorted to angrily pacing on the far side of the room. It was only then that he recognized the odd patterns in Centre’s respiration.
He was breathing from his diaphragm with a strong emphasis on sharp exhales. It was a pattern Alarion knew all too well, given that it formed the core of one of his most important skills.
“Is that Kel-Taran Meditation?”
Troubling. The bastard had, unintentionally or not, led him to believe his life was over. Yes. He was troubled.
Alarion snarled, his anger boiling once again.
The concept was part of old Celesian common law, one that carried over to almost all their successor states. An offer of protection, freely given from one party to another, it had evolved into the patronage system in Vitria but remained binding in its original form in Ashad. By his own words, Alarion was obligated to protect Centre from unreasonable attacks on his person, to provide him care if harmed, and to defend his interests in legal matters so long as he remained in jeopardy.
There were plenty of circumstances under which Alarion could withdraw his Aegis, but he didn’t know any. ZEKE would, after he had finished scouring his [Infinite Library], but until they found a crack, the obligation remained.
Centre’s laugh cut him short.
Alarion perked up at that.
Alarion laughed in spite of his still simmering fury.
Centre laughed bitterly.
Alarion crossed his arms and said nothing.
Centre said after a short pause.
Alarion met Nessa’s eyes and saw the same depth of confusion he felt. As a coincidence, the identical turn of phrase was odd. But what other explanation could there be? He’d come straight from the speech, and Centre was buried deep.
Alarion snorted.
Alarion rolled the question around in his mind until a memory of Syrus Feln talking about the exact topic finally clicked.
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Alarion’s pulse pounded in his ears as grey eyes burrowed into his own. The logic, at least, was understandable. It was cruel, evil calculus, but Centre was not insane. Alarion couldn’t decide if that made it better or worse.
Alarion looked over the table, his eyes wide. He’d thought perhaps that the prison had been using the room for storage, that they were copies or something the Watch had brought in to intimidate Centre. But the handwriting was the same on all of them. There were hundreds of pages.
Centre nodded and drew Alarion’s attention to one of the piles with another tap of his finger.
The old man frowned, as if he had considered that possibility. But he still pressed the issue.
Centre snapped.
His anger was like a lightning strike; an instant of rage that left him drained—almost morose. When he spoke again, his voice felt hollow.
Centre’s voice shook with each word until he paused, running both hands through his hair to soothe himself against the struggle of his conscience.
Alarion said. The rejection was firm, but the measure of pity in his voice made it wholly unconvincing, even to him. He knew what pain sounded like, and it sounded like Centre.
Centre toyed with the pen in his hand, his eyes anywhere but on Alarion’s.
Alarion said.
Alarion stared into the man’s eyes for several seconds, and he saw Atra’s face when he blinked. He felt bile in his throat and remembered how desperately he’d wanted to murder Syrus Feln when he’d threatened to ‘find’ Atra. Alarion still had people—good people—in his life, but he knew how easy it was to become someone like Centre.
They just had to take everything.
Centre shook his head.
Centre’s smile didn’t quite reach his grief-stricken eyes as Alarion turned to leave.
Alarion said flatly. He understood Centre, but that did not mean he was willing to forgive or forget what the man had done.
The answer was obvious. Materialization was the intermediate stage between a manifested being like Nessa and an actualized Thoughtborn of flesh and blood. And as the name implied, a Thoughtborn that reached materialization could materialize and interact with the world around them.
The path through materialization was slow and varied. Some Thoughtborn could be seen but not heard; others could be felt but not seen. Yet every materialized Thoughtborn left an imprint on reality. Nessa did not.
Alarion’s defensive glare was the only answer Centre received.
Alarion reminded him.
Nessa gave Centre a curious look, then turned her eyes on Alarion.
Again, the pair exchanged looks, and with a nod from Nessa, Alarion lifted his finger and placed it as instructed.
The effect flustered the girl. She blushed and looked away, but looked back just as quickly, entranced by the idea this man could see her—even if it was nothing more than a trick.
This time, Nessa did not even bother to look to Alarion for either permission or approval. She lifted one slim hand and touched it against Centre’s, then she pushed. Like all things, the resistance pushing back against her was all in her head; Nessa could walk through Centre if she chose, but his body was real to her as long as she believed it to be. And she believed that Centre was pushing back.
Nessa escalated as he spoke, adding a second hand atop the first as she leaned her body weight against the immovable object. The muscles in her arms strained, and a bead of perspiration trickled down from her brow as she pushed and pushed, boots scraping across the stone floor.
And Centre’s hand finally moved.
It wasn’t much—barely even an inch—but his sudden smile was all the encouragement Nessa needed to throw her whole body into the effort.
His concern was met with giddy, tearful laughter. Nessa was up in a heartbeat, staring at her hand with childlike wonder and excitement.
Whatever else she intended to say was smothered by the sound of a familiar, screaming voice as the door swung open, “-has the Watch lost all sense of decorum? Or did you think I did not deserve to be informed?!”
“G-Governor Williams, the law requires-“ one of the guards stammered.
“I handle execution of that law! Not you! You were told that he would be made available tomorrow. You were told-“
Centre couldn’t quite cover his amusement as he said,

